4 BIG, HUGE, HUMONGOUS, ENORMOUS, MASSIVE STARS!!!
It would have been a perfect 5, but for some reason one of the main characters (read: Cameron) annoyed me to the highest level. So even though he's a male I am putting him on my stupid-irritating-heroin shelf because I did feel like he was some chick and not a guy while reading it.
About the story
Simple, normal and boring waiter Cameron has a crush on one of the guests in the restaurant where he works, but little does he know that that ENIGMATIC, GORGEOUS, DEVASTATINGLY BEAUTIFUL, SIN WORTHY, ADORABLE, TOTALLY LICKABLE FROM HEAD TO TOE, HANDSOME ALPHA MAN whose name is JULIAN CROSS has an eye on him for months...
Finally they spend one passionate night together, which I must admit made me very very jealous of Cameron, and start a relationship. Cameron practically doesn't know anything about Julian, and Julian wants to keep it that way because he doesn't want to put him in any danger because of his job and doesn't want Cam to be scared of him... but to keep someone in your life eventually you have to start sharing...
Cameron
Oh my.... where to start... how to even put it in words?
I really don't know why but I didn't like him from the start and if there wasn't this ENIGMATIC, GORGEOUS, DEVASTATINGLY BEAUTIFUL, SIN WORTHY, ADORABLE, TOTALLY LICKABLE FROM HEAD TO TOE, HANDSOME ALPHA MAN JULIAN I wouldn't even finish this book.
Cameron was so annoying and I was so frustrated with him, and every time he started thinking about their relationship and doubting Julian my reaction was this:
He always wondered what does a man like Julian sees in him, eventually I wondered that myself too but nevermind, and he was always HURTING!
*I'm rolling my eyes if you don't see it*
Then he makes him an ultimatum to chose between him and the job because he is scared, ok I would be too if I would be dating a hitman that someone wants dead and threatens the ones he loves, but Julian doesn't choose him. After some time he is devastated because Julian doesn't even acknowledge him in the room .... WTF?!?! What was he supposed to do?!?! Beg you on his knees to take him back?!?!?!
Even writing about him makes me frustrated...
But he did surprise me in a good way for about 10 seconds when he showed Julian his fist of fury (yes shocking I know) and for that I did start to respect him.
Julian
Ah Julian...
ENIGMATIC, GORGEOUS, DEVASTATINGLY BEAUTIFUL, SIN WORTHY, ADORABLE, TOTALLY LICKABLE FROM HEAD TO TOE, HANDSOME ALPHA MAN!
Have i said it already?
Just for the record I gotta say something first:
There are no words for me to describe this man, this pure per-f*cking-fection!
Everything that came out of his mouth was sooooo f*cking goooood!!!! I was literally drooling over my laptop while reading his words and wishing he was talking all the time...
Their first kiss! Their first sex! I can't even describe how hot was that, but then anything that involves Julian is destined to be hot!
He really loved Cameron, wanted to protect him even when they weren't together, when Cameron broke his heart (I'm killing you in my mind Cam on so many ways you don't even want to know).
I can't even choose my favorite lines because there are so many! Actually every thing that came out of his mouth I would be copy-pasting here.... so I won't even start :)
And again a HUGE KISS to BLACKY for recommending me to read this!
