why one star? because there is not one thing i did like in this book...
ok, maybe Roman a little bit before the end but that is pretty much that!
to some of you maybe this would be a light bdsm read, it wasn't even that hard for me too, but some things just didn't work out for me ---- pretty much all things....
i don't know really how to write a review for this one so i should just spill out how i feel afterwards...
this book annoyed me, frustrated me, made me angry, made me rolling eyes and screaming: "OMG!", "FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!" and the most often one "WTF?!?!"
i wasn't shocked at the sex part, even though it was more about pain and discipline and how to be whipped with the cane,and how the pain itself is what gives satisfaction, how the obeying is really important blah blah blah blah blah you know the bdsm essence.... no sexual penetration, all about pain giving pleasure...
what shocked me was the main female character!
i can not believe that someone could made up such a stupid and utterly annoying female!
what we have is a woman that doesn't mind being shared to another doms because she doesn't have love with her current dom, only very well functioning relationship where she behaves bad so she could be punished and he has somebody to punish because he is a sadist...
she lives for pain - to be more precise she is a PAIN-SLUT and she is proud of that but then again she doesn't think of herself as a slut but through the book you would understand that she would submit herself to any man that shows her pain and f*ucks her rough, but then again she doesn't want to enjoy in her orgasm because..... why really? honestly i forgot the real reason because this book seriously made some damage on my brain....
and then her inner struggle!
omg!
i wanted to run to some lunatic with ak-47 and begged him to end my life and not to stop shooting until he wasn't sure there was no chance i survived that!
she was a sub but didn't behaved like one, pardon me she acted like a bratt....
then Trevor... giving her to Roman to teach her to obey like real sub...
then Trevor and Roman.... sharing her back and forth .... and her jumping like some puppet back and forth even though she loves Trevor and A-HA later Ramon (of course the one that never falls in love blah blah blah you know the rest)...
i am sorry but i obviously can not write this review...
i already said too much stuff i wasn't allowed to but this book simply lobotomized my brain.........
the dialogue... omg so weird and ridiculous and "did i really read that" moments!
the lack of chemistry between characters! through the whole book!!!!!! between both couples! m/m and m/f!
i could just cry because i spent my time reading this...
the quoting is not allowed but i am apologizing and writing at least two WTF moments (and trust me i was highlighting like crazy):
"you couldn't turn a vanilla girl into kinkster more than you could turn a lesbian straight just by having a fat c@ck"
"she liked the idea of horses, and she heard they could cause a newbie quite a bit of pain between the legs if ridden incorrectly, which she was bound to do, so that might be fun. was that gross? she laughed."
i apologize for such a horribly written review but my thoughts are everywhere and nowhere....
is it possible to hurt your brain?!!?!?!?!?
*ARC courtesy of Pocket Star via Edelweiss in exchange for an honest review*
